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10:18 P.M. - Wednesday, Sept. 21, 2005
turn me inside out so you can see
what there is that�s making me
want to be around�
when you�re here
even when I cry
I�ll still be near
Still be near
....
Pretty pathetic I know. I just don't feel very poetic tonight. Just a little drained.
Haven't been really writing either. Cuz I was disgusted with folks invading my privacy. Figured that I would never literally voice ME again. But after much thought, and withdrawal symptoms, I have come to the conclusion that writing is a part of me. None of the things I wrote on here were secrets. If they were I would never have expressed them. I limit the things I say simply because I don't want to hurt people's feelings. Never more.
Now I say forget everybody. Everyone live their life in contentment, why should I curb the things I say on my site so I please others?
Certain individuals say they stopped visting me at my virtual home. Very good, if thats the truth. If its not, I guess some people lie just like me the sinner of sinners.
I will never go back and delete anything on here unless if I want to. I am slowly going back to my home self. Intoverted and perhaps a tad vicious when provoked.
My mother did this all on her own. So can I. Those who doubt me can take a hike. Those who believe in me and want to give me the chance I will embrace.
I am not proving a damn thing to anyone anymore. There is only one person I need to please. Because he was with me when I wanted to jump. Since he brought me back I will give my life to him.
My life to him.
Cuz I am thankful.
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