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3:28 A.M. - Sunday, Jan. 15, 2006
Its been 71 days? Where did the time fly?
Well I have been very pregnant and content lately. I am having a boy. I couldn't be happier. In spite of everything he is normal and just growing nice and healthy. Thinking and talking about him gets me so emotional. I guess its the pregnancy hormones...or it could just be me. I can't wait to be a mother. I can't wait to hold him, and give him all the love I have inside. Touch him and know he is all mine. Is that a little crazy? I lay in bed at nights, not only with heartburn, but also with thoughts of him. My time is consumed with plans I have for him. The only terrible thing is that I am bordering on broke. I also brought him into this world unexpectedly and into a bad relationship with his father. yet I shall not call it that since he is yet to act on his fatherly responsibilities. Thats ok though. I am determined to be strong.
I am 26 years old, what have I accomplished? This question, I vow to answer at the end of the year. 2006 is mine. I assure you.
